Just a pathetic low life.

i’m sick of being the one who’s there for everybody, no matter how shitty i’m feeling about myself, because i want to be the one that puts a smile back on their face, even if it’s just for a while. Because when it’s me that needs the support, somebody to talk to, even to just take my mind off things, i have nobody. I’m sick of putting up with people using me, because i see the best in people. I’m sick of people taking me for granted. I’m sick of people playing games with my mind, because they know how it makes me feel. I’m sick of having to struggle to name people i can actually trust. I’m sick of my life.