Just a pathetic low life.

 Not going to lie. I’m going to admit everything. Nobody knows me on here, so what the hell.

I get attatched far too easily, and it ruins me. I’m a really really emotional person. It’s now eating away at me, and I’m becoming angry, aggressive and violent. This is new, anyone who knows the real me, knows that I wouldn’t hurt a fly.

It’s pretty suckish how one person can change that in a flash. I get attatched to people who are really bad for me. Now, I’m single, and all three of my exgirlfriends are managing to ruin my life, in one way or another.

Playing their stupid mind games with me.

I can’t Sleep
I’m not Hungry
I’ve forgotten what Thirsty  even feels like.
I have nightmares every night.
I have suicidal thoughts on a regular basis.
My ’ Best Friends ‘ have abandoned me.

I feel unsupported, I can’t concentrate on things, I get dizzy, and stomach pains on a regular basis. My eating pattern is FUCKED. One minute I’m eating everything, the next, nothing. I haven’t gained any weight, or lost any for that matter, in years. I stay the same. I wouldn’t say I’m anorexic or anything like that, and I am definately not overweight.
I have really cold skin, mainly my feet and my arms, but now, my belly and my legs.


I guess, this is just a cryforhelp.